5 dayz to go :)

urm..pejam celek..pejam celek..lg 5 ari nk rye..syunok nye..tp..yg x bes nye..x dpt rye nagn die thun ni..sob2..sdeyhnye...tp..x pe la...sape nk thu?? thun ni..2 kli kteorg sempat berbuke sme2..hehehheheh..lwak..tp..nice to be there wif him..rindu sgt2...tp..dlm rindu2 ni..ade gak perassan myampah...weeekkk!! benci!! xske..!! tp..walaupon burok cm ne die pom..die tetp owg punye kn?? kn?/kn?? urm....2 r..ske kuar sne sni x nk bg thu owg..x pom..ske kuar mlm2 bute..punyer la owg tunggu die..tp..die blik lewat mlm..x pom..wat dono jer..eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..gramnyerrr...tp..biarlah...owg tetp syg die..syg die sgt2..klo benci die..memg owg majuk n ngamok dh...urm..bln pose...tahan je la..one more thingss..owg takot sgt dgn pe yg sara ctew..owg takot ilang die..jgn jd cm phmi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...jaat nye..but cian sara..kecewe die..kne tgl bwu taw..
kla..pe2 pom..slamat ari rye..maaf zahir dan batin..sempurnakan hari mu dgn kebahagiaan :))

selamat hari lebaran :)

new lifes !

waahh..pejam celek..pejam celek..dh 2 minggu aku kt UTM..urm..minggu pertame memg sioot gle nk mampos..msuk 2nd week..alhamdullilah..semue bjln dgn lancar..dpt classm3 pom smue yg sportingg..bes lah..walaupon berada di dlm kalangan lelaki..tp..thanks to GOD,dorg smue bleh dibuat bincang n boley dibuat kwn..urm..pe2 pom..aku hepee..romate n housemate pom okeyy jew..bes..satu kepale d0e..but..never 4get ASSEY N fitt..korg memg never be replace..siyess..kegilaan korg memg aku x leh lupe..syg korg sgt2..nk ctew nih..dlm kls aku ade 19 laki n 5 org pompuan..kami bahagia..hahaah..DDT-rianss..okeyyla..kami 5 org sentiase di hormati oleh smue guys2..hahaha..ntahla..x de bende nk ctew..bubye2..busyannn..

I GIV MY FATE TO ONLY YOU YA ALLAH :(

waaaahhhh....dugaan ape lg la YA ALLAH..tp..aku pasti r.. stiap ujian yg ALALH beri..aku mesti boley hadapi..urmm..fuuuuuhhhhhh....nape la mlm ni jd mcm nih...sdeyh bro,,,hmmmm..btw,aku nk cte nih,,aaiisshhh..aku x thu dr mne aku nk mle..bnyk sgt permulaan yg nk tlis..smpai x tlis2..cm ni la..aku ni..serbe salah nk ctew..tp..ctew gak r..sbb aku x than la nk pendam ni..bnyk bende aku pendam..tp..ntah..kli ni x boley.ckp la ape org nk ckp..yg penting..aku sdeyh sgt2..n kecewe..urm..slame NI aku respec org 2..respec lah..boleh ckp,smue permintaan die aku turuti..aku cube tok paham pe yg die wat..n..cube tok trime kenyataan...urm..TAPI kn...org 2 x pnah nk hormat sy..x pnah nk hormat pe yg sy wat..at lis..klo sy pompuan yg x sebeberape..at lis....tolongla hormat ape yg sy buat..susah wak..susah sgt sy nk buat ape yg tlah sy buat slame ni..tp..sy cube gak..demi sy tgk awk bjaye..tp...urmm..ntah la..btol la ape yg org ckp..kte x boleh syg sgt kt org..sbb...kte blom thu sejauh mne org 2 syg kt kite ann??klo awk nk thu.................nk je sy buat cm ape yg tlah awk wat kt sy..tp sy x sggup lah..sbb sy thu..effect die..sy x nk awk gagal la wak..sbb sy juge pnah rse kegagalan 2..siyes...meyesal lpas ni memg x gne wak..aarrhhhh....*dh brape kli dah sy mgeluh sbb awk..** awk2..nape la bg sy awk ni penting sgt??urmmm... la YA ALLAH..dugaan..walaupepom..sy x kn bgthu awk pasal ni..biarla sy sorg je yg thu..sbb..sy x nk awk ckp sy ni lbey2...x nk awk ckp sy ni x phm awk sbgai seorg plajar asasi,yg sentiase bz dgn kerja kn??..tp..sy nk awk thu..perasaan ni penting jgak aww..skali kite trase,bnyk kesan die..btol...mungkin awk x pnah rse ag..then,awk blom thu smue 2..satu ag..menunggu ni satu penyeksaan gak taw..klo sy boleyy tgu awk..nape awk x leyh tgu sy...urrmmm...awk,,,klo la ditakdirkan awk bce blog sy kli ni..SAYE MINTAK MAAF BANYAK2..klo awk trase atau kecewe dgn tindakan sy..sy mintak maaf..sbb..ape yg sy tlis ni..sy x maen2..sy btol2 wak..klo slame ni awk x bls msg sy sbb awk bz,sy x pnah kesah..malah..sy sokong ag wak..saye x thu lah nk ckp ape lg..klo sy ckp awk msg sy ketike awk bosan je awk akn msg sy..awk sdeyh..jd..sy x thu lah nk ckp ape wak..mungkin dgn care ni..ALLAH nk suruh sy lbih matang mgenali awk..btol..tp sy t'tyn2..smpai ble sy nk jd cmni..memahami prasaan org lain..tp..org lain x pnah memahami prasaan sy.... YA ALLAH..seandainye ditakdirkan die i2 milikku..satukanlah hati aku dgn atinye YA ALALH..seandainye x..bukekanlah pintu hatiku untuk trime sgalenye dgn sebaik yg mungkin..AMIN..
semoge awk sentiase d murahkan rezki & berjaye mndpt 4.00 flat & bahagia d dunia dan akhirat .-AMIN-

A BIG CONFUSINGGG !

nway,GIV THANKS TO ALLAH :))
GOD BLESS -.-
urmm..ptg td..dlm kul 1..abg posmen dtg anta surat aww..x pasal2 aku tgk ade surat tok aku.then,aku bkk lah..rpe2nye surat dr PTPTN..waahh die anta check kowt kt aku..urmm,cek yg bernilai sbnyk rm1500 for register payment..hhmm..dlm mse yg sme gak..org JPA ade menelefon aku tok pembiayaan biasiswa dlm negare..heeee..mslhnye..JPA nih..die x kasi lg wang tok register payment..mklomlah..aku punyer payment nih,mahal gila babi kowt..rm1470** sengal2..urm..x da duwet..hahahaha..pe2 pom..aku nk sgt JPA,walaupon aku x dpt cntinue bljar over c,tp....JPA dlm ngare pom okeyy lah..ape sush ann..then,org JPA 2 ckp..klo result ok wak2 sem last diploma nant..*2013* aku bley mohon tok g over c..hahahaha..bpak r..nway,syukur alhamdullilah...result x sure ag..tp..aku nk sgt dpt JPA nih..result x lme ag akn kuar kowt-______-.tp,aku dh bncg nagn semue famly2 aku..klo x dpt jpa pon annt..ambeklah ptptn pom..sme ajew..then,dh hbs diploma nant,bley mnx tok degree lak ngn JPA...urrm..maybe ALLAH dh tetukn..rezki aku d sini..bkn d SPM..urrmm..btol x??..cayalah..doa2 bnyk2..sure,GOD BLESS ME ALWAYZ!.boleyy yerk..sape ckp x boleyy??uwwweeekk.myampah aku kpd warge2 yg ckp x dpt.ini lah hidop,jgn lah terpedaye dgn ckp orggggg!!! one more thingg,,heee..malas nk ckp pnjg..kte tgk sape yg berjaye..hahahhahaa....Y E A H H H !!

promise me:SUNDAY !

yaaaeehhhh!!!!!!!!! lmbtnyew ari ahd nih...rindu bangat sme die la..urm..ayyyaaa laaa..u noe wat???every sunday,he promise me to msg n spend time wif me lorh..gagaggaaa...banyak hepee doe..tp..naseb abek ade gak ari yg die nk pilih tok spend mse..klo x??x ke lg kesunyian aku nih..hahaahha..jiwang2...cehhh,,tp..urm..dh 3 ari aku x msg nagn die..okeyy lak..hepee je idop aku nih..kah5..urm..tp....alamak!!! ade je tp nye..x pe2..aku mls la nk ckp sal 2..yg penting..die jnji nk msg aku tiap ari ahd ann??kte tunggu dan lihat..klo la die msg,,alhamdullilah..klo x??? naseb r..yg pnting..mulai skunk..sjak die ckp aku manje nagn die..aku dh mula takot nk bantah ckp die..kot2 la die ckp aku ni mgade lak an??urm....lpas ni..insya-ALLAH..aku dh x nk manje2 ngan die ag..klo bleh la..tp..aku yakin aku boleyy..kah3..lpas ni gak la..ape2 yg die ckp..aku mesty kne ckp 'YA' lah..siyes aku takowt doe..ntah nape la..aku jd takowt glew2 kt die..maybee aku ni bkn perfect sgt pom ann..juz pompuan bsew jew..x de la pndai sgt..cntik sgt...so,juz prepare 2 b nur farah syazlina yg ALLAH bg jer..heeeeee...
sa2 ag..insya-ALLAH gak..aku akn paham sgale yg die mnx dr aku..die ckp,,die nk score 4 flat an??heee..gud lux!! tp x sbar nk bit u..!! wait n c jew..kah5..blagak la plak..tp..siyes..bnyk sgt rse t'cbr sejak 2,3 ari nih..x taw la npe..pe2 pom..tgk la cm ne blaja nant..entah sempat ntah x..kot2 la..mati kew..skit kew..hehhehee....siyes r..sush aku nk trime p'mission die nk msg ari ahd jew..tp..mcm aku ckp td..aku x nk manje2 dh nagn die..ape nk jd..jd lah..kla..tp aku tetp syg die..mmmmmmmmuuuuaaaahhhhhhh..hahahaa..x malu****** kah..kla,, bubye !hav a nice SUNDAY .

STYLO !

mlm yg m'bosan kan..hee...cube tgk pe yg kteorg lakukn..kah5..

sayang,owg bz sgt..sowi.. $_$

alwayz.....i'm thinking of you lah ^_*

yeaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...fuuuuhhhhh..smakin ari..smkin aku rse yg aku jauh nagn die..die sgt2 bz...urm..slalu anta msg kt aku mlm2 suh aku tdo dulu (yanggg,,yg tdo dulu k..owg bnyk agi bende yg owg siapkn tok mgu dpan.yngg jgn tgu owg..pe2 pom,owg tetp sayg die..)haaa..msg cm ni la aku dpt pada mlm2....ngeng la...tp..urm..die bz..die dh ckp awl2 dh kt aku..tp kn..ni bru mgu ni..mgu 5,6,7,8,9,10,11 hb jun!!! nex week???cm ne lak..adoooiihhh..x ske2..tp..x per lah..bkn aku saje yg rse..kah3..its okeyy lah..mayb nex time die x bz kowt..x kn la x nk bg die bz lak..die slalu cko kt aku yg die blaja ni..tok mse dpn die gak..ka3..n..tok mse dpan aku gak..lwak2..cm kompem je aku ni bini die..hahahhahaaa..urm..nway,good lux lah die..owg syg die sgt..owg arap die bz blaja..bkn bz buat bende laen..owg takot la..slagi owg x msuk uni nih..owg sgt bsan duk umah..n.....seriesly i need you now lah.for me,dis moment is perfect!!i think that,you're not go away from me.but,its okeeyyy lah.this is already fate from ALLAH.lastly,i want u to noe that,,u r my sweetheart forever after lah :).i want you,sayang.i want to be yours.understand in what ever u do.4sitive thinking.be supportive of you ! -INSYA-ALLAH- i do ~

hepee befday to bro shahmi & shahrul =.=

beloved shahmi
secret recipe choc cakes

my bro .he jerseys num 9

pada malam 7/6 kami pergi dinner di KFC..waah..complete famly pergi..maklomlah..slalunye..x der sape kt umah..sush keluarge aku nk cm nih..kami x slalu bsme..msing2 bz mguruskan msing2..lg2 abg shahrul,,die slalu bz nagn training -.- .ni time togetda lah.
nway,hepee befday to adek shahmi (6/6) n abg shahrul (8/6).semoge korg trus bjaye.especily,,bro shahrul,hope u alwayz succes in wat ever game n traing.be a profesional player okeyhh??.i pray 4 u. :) sure.n for 4 my mulut bnyk shahmi.....be a good boy in school,famly,world n ever after..hehehhe..kla..HAPPY BIRTHDAY =)

05-06-10 off to MID ~LBS~

GARDEN nex top model^^ miss nur farah syazlina @ BHUFA ^^
the best muvi i've watched !

both of us::BHUFA::
blink2**

SALAM...
urm..x sempat nak aplod ari 5/6 ari 2..bz sgt...hux5..on 5/6 ari 2..aku kuar mid nagn..ngan sape erk??heheh..nagn 'die' la..urm..kteorg kuar kul 2 dh..lmbt dh..sbb pg 2..die tdo dlu..mklomlah..org bru blik dr ostel..hhehee..kteorg g tgk ctew LAGENDA BUDAK SETAN..bpak r ctew die..ROMANTIK+SDEYH+SIIOOT+BANGAN smue ade..tp..bes sgt2..sdeyh la yg bnyknyew..bsew la..nk kwin x dpt..dh dpt..mningal lak..eeeeiii..takot doe..kot2 la,jap g jd kt aku..sumpa simpang 44 malaikat.x maw doe..uiisshhh...pe2 pom..ptg 2..ptg yg sgt bhgia wat aku..mmmmuuuaahhh la die...bnyk kebahagian yg die bg kt owg..owg tabit spring lah..tp...klo la kte x dpt b'sme pom jap g..owg tetp x kn lpe kn die la..kte x thu kn..pe yg akn t'jdi lpas ni..kte hanye merancg jew...btol x??pe2 pom..owg tetp sayg die smpai la kasih sayg owg tok die..eheheh..kla..+_^

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times change 09-10 ^^

urm..bosanlah..tipa2 mlm..sblum aku menjejak kaki ke UTM,tiap2 mlm..aku kne menunggu si najmi 2 hbis study..adooiihh..lme siiott..tp..urm..tak apalah..nk wat cm ne..blaja kn..jap g turn aku lak..sbagai seorg teman,aku mesty bg support sepenuhnye tok die..btol x??hik2..hmmm,tp kn..bapak r..lme glew..kdg2 ade je ase nk tido..tp..aku mesty tabahkan mate aku..jap g kecian plak kat c njmi tuh..hak3..lg pom..dh jnji..sblm tido,mesti aku kne tunggu die..uuwweekkk btol la njmi nih..nk gak suh tunggu die..td die msg..die ckp,tgah study physics,sush kowt..lme glew..2 r..ptg sape suh tdo..mlm bru lah nk study..siot la kaw!! kla..tata ^_^

when i ask u.i miss YOU ..

addicted to mirror !
lorh..yg ni pom addicted gak kew??cbuk jer..hehehhe..dis is tie yg aku pilih tok my dear,muuaahh..thanx a lot kerna pkai..ceehh,,bkn aku yg bli pom..over lak..aku pilih jer..ka4



waaahhhh....msuk ari ni..dh 3 mggu die pg tgl owg..sob3..sdeyh bangat seyh..sorg2 jer owg kt umah..pe2 pom..okey jew...sbb...die slalu kol owg..msg owg..hik3..ske2..ni la msia..klo bab hepee x pe r..cube bab myampah..mampos x bgia..ka3..urmm..bosan lah duk umah..siyes..ble die nk blik nih??rindu la...ha3..(pe la yg aku mrepek sorg2 nih..?? ni la org cakap..seseorg yg x der kije akn mlakukan bende yg x berfaedah saperti aku..hahahah )) bye2.. :P

outing ! -cyberview-

hush puppise..hehehhe..sliper hadiah yg t'istimewa dr die untukku.thanx a lot maaa :))



urm...hhehehee..ni pada ari ahad 23/5/2010...b'samaan hari njmi nk ke UM..waaaaaa..sdeyh bangat seyh..pe2 pom..ok lah..urm,ari ni pg kt ain..sekolah seri puteri cyberjaya..saje..pg mlwat c gemok nih..hehhehe jgn marah taw...kla..nunye !

PERFECT DATE! b4 heading 2 UM !

this is da perfect date kowt..urm,,rindu die la nant..x taw lh cm ner owg nk idop..addooihh..rindu la owg kt die..urm..pe2 pom..owg sayg die r..sush r owg nk idop tanpe die..tp..yg pling bes ari ni..die jnji nk kwen nagn owg..hahahhha..ske2..tp..lmbt ag la..die jnji nk kwen 2020..addooihh..bjangut dh aku..
kakakakkaa..pe2 pom..take care yanngggg..all da bes taw..focus on new lifes..remember..i'll always watching u lah..ha3...mmmuuaahhhhh la die.. =.=
remember,new lifes begins! take care ~

happy teachers day.. +_^

B.O.N.D.A ku sayang ~

you r the greatest mom in da world !!

true or false?? lets give me da answer~

uuurrmm...dulu kini dan selamanyew..i2 lh harapan aku..aku x nk la break dgn die..[kalau bleh]..aku x nk..urm..sejak akhir2 ni..die bnyk brubah..bnyk sgt2...urm..takot tengok perbuatan n kelakuan die..takotlah..tp..aku hanye mampu melihat n sabar..pe2 pom..keputusan di tgn die kn..kn...ntahla..kt ane slh aku pom..aku x thu...urm..dear ALLAH..tunjukanlah jalan yg benar2 yg perlu aku lalui..
yuuupp...maybe its true lah..i do sum mistakes.I REALLY SORRY!
;) really supported on wat ever u are ~~
oh my ALLAH. thanx 4 bring him 2my life.although in short of time, i really feel the way he love me ! GIVE THANX 2 ALLAH~

MAYBE...he accept my way...mungkin die x bleh hidup nagn cara saya.. ;( but.. i'll promise YOU 2 Luv YOU n understand YOU . ~~ =.=